so yeah, i upped the saturation of the teaser pic to see if there really were blood stains on their uniforms
I REALLY LIKE WHERE THIS IS GOING SM PLEASE LET THIS BE ACTUAL BLOODSTAINS PLEASE CONTINUE WITH THIS CREEPY-ASS HIGHSCHOOL HORROR MOVIE THEME
TODAY IS THE DAY I’VE BEEN WAITING FOR FOR MONTHS…I PROMISE I’LL GET BACK TO TUMBLR AFTER THIS…I MISSED YOU ALL SO SO MUCH ;~;
this is a long shot since i’m not tumblr famous or anything, but seeing what’s been happening to k-pop fandom now, i’m going to set this tumblr up as a means of reaching out to those who are being harassed by anon haters. by no means am i an expert, but i’ll do my best to help and listen. all anon…
See that girl? With her shy eyes and happy heart? That’s Courtney aka letsbangyongguk. On the night of January 7th she committed suicide. According to her last note, “Those anons really got to me. Mom, ask Mina about this, because I know you won’t understand. I know it’s stupid to be messed up over something like that, but it hurts. And it just sticks with you and torments you. And you start thinking, ‘If people I don’t even know feel this way, everyone else must too.’“
Courtney had been struggling with depression, self-harm, schizophrenia, and bipolar disorder since 2009. She was having one of her bad days when she came back and saw what those anons said. It pushed her over the edge. Because of the careless words of cowards, the world has lost a beautiful daughter, sister, and friend. I’m making this post to show everyone how much anon hate hurts. Courtney had never gotten much hate, but those three little message pushed her to do something regrettable. It is never, ever okay to send hate, whether it be on anonymous or not.
Courtney. You said if you ever died, you’d watch over B.A.P and Block B for the fans. I have a feeling that’s exactly what you’re doing right now. If I ever meet them I’ll tell them that they have a guardian angel on their side. Rest easy in paradise, babygirl. You’ll be missed. -Mina
THIS…..IS HEARTBREAKING…..I AM CRYING REALLY HARD RYT NOW FOR THE LOSS OF A BEAUTIFUL PERSON LIKE YOU ARE….
AND TO THOSE FUCKERS….YOU GUYS………I HOPE YOU ALL BURN IN HELL..YOU HAVE NO RIGHT…….NO RIGHT
GUYS…im so sorryyy…i thought i could be positive for the year 2013 but something just happened and boom I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE LIKE…IM SO DONE…SOOOO FUCKINNGGGG DOOONNEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I JUST……THIS NEEDS TO END TBH
SORRY FOR STILL NOT REPLYING TO YOUR MESSAGES…IM NOT REALLY IN THE RIGHT STATE OF MIND TO ANSWER THEM….CAN I JUST CURL IN FETAL POSITION AND JUST..IDK…..DISAPPEAR…WOW
….will be officially back after this IMPORTANT thing that I need to do….i miss you all ;~; (will be replying to your lovely messages after I finish some stuff irl I promise)…and yay to being happy again :3 (I DONT EVER WANNA BE DEPRESSED AGAIN…HERE’S TO HOPING THAT 2013 BRINGS POSITIVITY TO ALL OF US! I LOVE YOU ALLLLLLLLLLLLL..THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR THE WONDERFUL EXPERIENCE <3
i wish i could stop the tears from falling
shout out to those followers who have followed me through every phase this blog has gone through